So, for my dear future me, right now i'm really scared about my decision to pursue the fundamentals. Painting and drawing are two (really two?) disciplines that i see purpose in developing, but will they give me the momentum to begin to work/live life?
As i write that for you, i just realized that it isn't really only for that. It's for my own mind healthiness. Your as well. Maybe, just by writing this i powderer some particles into the invisible wall in front of me. It seems less transparent. The wall is about finding a way to use the thing that i love to work. That's what i'm working right now.
Hope to become you soon.
Also, some of the studies that i'm doing. Brushwork, color, values, always amazing me. Scott Burdick is my main reference as a painter, looking foward to buy some of his teaching material. Dan Gerhartz comes really close, the two are so consistent. Learning a ton from them.
